a part of my routine

I have told QQ this afternoon that i will not be waiting for him to wake up tonight. But somehow, i keep looking at the time , hoping that it will reach 12am soon . (8 am msian time) so that QQ will be awake and i can chat with him again. haiz.It seems like QQ has already became a part of my life , which i need everyday. somehow , it feels very uncomfortable if i did not chat with him for more than 24 hours. It has become a routine i am so used to which i am not sure whether i can survive without it.Its just like eating . Somehow , your body will feel weird if u missed a meal , be it lunch or dinner. Its all build in to your system . QQ will wake up soon and I can hear his voice again. hehe . Its already 1134 am now. mayb i should wake him up. yup . i think i should . hehe . Off to wake QQ up now .