bad timing

Ill be having a test later this afternoon and another late1 tmr afternoon. And ironically , QQ will also be busy this afternoon and tmr . And its not because of work. Its because his close fren ( and when i say close i mean in a sexual way ) will be coming over for the night in a few hours time . great timing huh ? At the point where im most stressed up , there comes another problem to stress me more. I cant help but think about what they will be doing togete while juggling my time to study for tmrs test and sit for my test today.

Haiz . i cant blame QQ though because i allowed him to go out to have some occasional fun . Guess this is what people call 'open relationship. ' But it does give a big blow to me especially at the most unsuitable time. I mean , who would be happy if he knows that the person he loves is fucking or being fucked by someone else at that exact moment. oh well , i do know that men have needs. I shall try to deal with it .

Another stressful load on my shoulder ; deal with it and get over it . hope it wont be too much too bear and not too painful to endure .